This is a letter to the life within my life.

This Is a Letter To My Enemies,

And The Enemies Of Them.

This Is a Letter To My Loves & Hates.

To my Friends, and To my family.

This Letter Is To You...



I’ve been thinking.

In fact i’ve been thinking a lot.

about you. about me.

about whats here? about whats there?

Whats life without this?

Whats life without that?

Whats life at all?

I wish I could be tough enough

to call this a suicide letter.

But its not.

Int actually not that at all.

Its more of a metaphorical suicide.

what i’m trying to say is.

I’m dying.

I’m losing myself here.

Looking at all of you.

its depressing.

what i see is.

shattered dreams.

Goals that never got higher.

lost love.

cheating.

Lying.

Killing.

And the best thing about about all of it.

I live in it.

Within These walls I See it all.



I’m Done.

I’m done trying to be apart of this.

Love is going to have to wait.

I suck at it anyway.

Family is gonna have to get its s*** together.

My words wont matter to you now.

but i promise you.

One day, they will.

and thats when i’ll

decide to come back.

Friends, if you ever were my friend.

well you won’t lose contact with me.

we’ll always be linked.

if you want it.

linked.

in life.







I’ll come back to you.



Maybe if your imagination is still present.

I’ll see you on the other-side.

You know.

That place called Never-Ever Land.

Thats a Dream.

My Dream.

My Dreams.

I’m Dying.

To Go There.

Sounds Like A Vacation For Me.

After, If Your Apart Of My Life?

Whens The Last Time You Dreamed?

Deep.

In Your Perfect World.

Succession.

Power.

Invincibility.

Independence.

You would have it all.

Because Its A Dream.

Its Everything You’d Hope Life Would Be.

And Now Its Right at your fingertips.

But You woke up.

its not what you see now.

so you stop chasing it,

because you know.

next time you wake up.

you’ll be back where you started.

so.

within in that.

I’m going to sleep.

and within this sleep.

I will fly to another world.

never-ever land.

because thats the place

where i will die to be born.

again.

Thats A kid Who wants to change the world.

Within.

Succession.

Power.

Incivility.

Independence.

But mostly out of Love.

Tough Love.

Because This Letter Is Goodbye.

Fair-Well. Till Next Time.

Live. Love. Laugh.

Forgive.

Me.

Because You Wont Be Able

to Touch me Where I’m Going.

The sky is the limit.

and thats where i’ll be.

alone.

watching you.

the ants below me.

and to you.

this letter is.



Sincerely,

The Deceased.

Carzell Jouvell Kemp.

1/9/93.