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I just want to hate you
I just want to hate you..
seeing your sleepy eyes
pretending I’m ok being friends
I hate this so much
I hate the acting
but I have to do it because
Fake it til you make it, right?
I’ve been told that for so much more than heartbreak
but for this one heart that you broke
i can’t help but hesitate
how do I know that it will work
I know it hasn’t for the past 10 months
but I know it takes time
getting over you is one of the hardest things
that I’ve ever had to do
and it’s one that takes much longer than you think
loving you from naive age
to five years later
and finally you love me
and it only took ten days for you to fall out of love
even though it’s taking me more than that in months
so what made you love me in the first place?
was it because of my body or your desire to have a girlfriend?
was it a dare or peer pressure?
can you tell me what it was?
I hate looking at you and seeing what I wish was
I hate looking at you and seeing what I want
I want to look at you and see you
But to be honest,
I don’t even want to look at you
I don’t want to see you when I do
why do you have to torture me?
why do you make me want to hold you?
you’re all I can think of when I go to sleep
I know you don’t see it
I know you don’t see how you affect me
but I know you know I miss you
can’t you just have some compassion for me
because seeing you talking to the Heather
is just as good as ripping my heart out of my chest and tearing it in two
How could you do it?
When you know how much I love you
When you know how much you mean to me
Why would you do it?
I thought we would last
but I guess if I thought about it we were just too different
I hate having to lose you
because all I want is to hold you
but you want to hold her
and I said it was okay
because you like her
and you’re so much more similar
I never stood a chance
not when you could have the Heather
and not when you have her
I just want to hate you..
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