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A fear of love? Maybe?

April 28, 2019
By gabbygerding BRONZE, Harker Heights, Texas
gabbygerding BRONZE, Harker Heights, Texas
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He read a lot. He used a lot of big words. I think maybe part of what got him into trouble was that he did too much thinking. Sometimes he tried too hard to make sense of the world, to figure out why people were bad to each other so often. A couple of times I tried to tell him it was a mistake to get too deep into that kind of stuff, but Alex got stuck on things. He always had to know the absolute right answer before he could go on to the next thing.


It’s not that I believe I won’t find love again or that love isn’t real. Love is definitely real. I’m just afraid of falling in love again with someone who doesn’t actually love me back. 

Because what I received from him, that was not love. What I felt towards him, now that was love. 

And I curse that past relationship for ruining my subconscious mentality towards relationships of the future in total.



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