Hasta el cielo compa Alex 

Saying my last goodbyes 

I’m about to let it all out 

Why not 

I don’t know what happens after you die 

But I hope you’re good 

I wish I could’ve just said I appreciated you 

I appreciated your happiness 

Your talent 

Your smile 

Your laughter 

Your joy 

Your peace

Each piece of you was soothing 

I touched your hand it was cold and smooth 

Should I have even done that? Was I even allowed too?

I don’t even remember the instructions that were given before I entered that room it was like if i lost it all in one second 

Empty

Like your body 

Was your soul still there? 

I wish I just knew what happens after u pass away

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I moved a step closer to your casket 

Left us mouth opened 

It didn’t look like u 

Was that even you? 

I just wish u would’ve stood up 

I screamed “alejandro” 

I ran out 

I had never seen my friends this hurt at once 

Never did I imagine in 15years of my life I would be going through depression 

Your image in that caskets stays in my mind you’re painted in my head