I dream

I dream of violence, and all the pain it cause
I dream of children, and the filth they live in
I dream of the time, when things were good
I dream of my feelings, and all the thoughts it hold
I dream of my love ones, and the ones i lost along the way
I dream of these thoughts, exploding in my head
I dream of you yelling, as i sit and cry
I dream of you hurting, but I take all your lies
I dream of a place that’ll accept me for me
I dream of a time, when im not being used
I dream of a sign that i wont be abused
I dream of running
I dream of being free of hatred
But I dream that i need to face up to reality