My head rests in my hands, eyes blink slowly

You scream in my face, but I don’t hear you

My face is unchanged, isn’t it lovely?

Your face is red but you’re not getting through

To me. Is this what life will be for me?

J**us Ch**st. Yelling screaming crying cold.

Over and over, everything I see.

J**us Ch**st. Yelling screaming crying old.

What is it now that you’re  yelling about?

My selfishness or my forgetfulness

I can hear your breathing (snorting). In. Out.

What happened to all of that happiness?

Everything is bound to stay just the same.

I am forever bound to be the blame