Your smile to me is not as sweet as your smile to them.

When I see that from the sideline, my heart really burns.

I can't stop this feeling even though is hurts.

It is out of control, it may be karma's curse.

Your words to them are always more than your words to me.

when I hear that, my anger explodes.

I hate this feeling, it's so childish.

But it is expected since I've always been so fiendish.

Your closeness to them is always more natural than your closeness to me.

When I feel that, I just want to die!

but I don't want to die, I want to stay a live.

So all I can do now is repent and revive.

Jealousy is evil, it is with me because I have always been evil.

but not anymore, I want to change, I want to be free from emotions of negativity, but to do so, I must free myself from thoughts of negativity. Stop looking down on others, stop being jealous of others and definitely stop being evil to others.