Verse1: 
I know I'm loved  
but I'm numb of it  
I'm about to relapse 
I'm gonna submit 
Submit to the pain  
I'm sick of this
Grab the knife 
look at my wrist  
Don’t wanna live 
it hurts to exist 
Pain and sorrow 
in which life consists  

Verse2: 
Ima take my pain  
from being emotional  
slit my wrist  
I'll make it physical  
No one cares 
It's like I'm invisible,  
slitting my wrist, 
I got bloody fists 
I ask myself, 
Why do I exist 

Verse3: 
I did not die 
 the last 3 times 
And the pain I feel  
The blade’s deep inside  
Struggled with the veins 
 I'm going insane 
Everyone says  
I’m the one to blame 

Verse4: 
My rooms a mess 
like the thoughts in my mind. 
wish I could go back,  
Go back and rewind. 
But my happiness’ 
has been compromised 
By trying to look for, 
what I'll never find. 
Pop another pill, 
get back on the grind. 
Break out the cage, 
which I am confined. 
Tired of being criticized 
I cut again 
Now I'm hospitalized  

Bridge: 
There used to be warmth 
Within my heart  
Now I’m lonely  
It’s cold and dark 

I always hate this part 

Verse5: 
you can see the pain,  
See it in my eyes 
I feel Dead inside, deprived  
but I'm still alive  
I'm in the backseat 
While the reaper drives 

Finale Verse: 
Write a letter 
and tell ‘em why  
These thoughts in my head  
they’ve always multiplied 
I just wanna break 
but I can’t ever cry 
Lives to hard  
wanna commit suicide  
Parents ask why  
Future look-in bright  
All I have to do is look into the light 
But I can't find it, so I stay quiet 
Fall to my knees I can't fight it