Chorus:

I look in the mirror  
I don't have a reflection,   
I just wish my family  
would give me some affection   
I give away these signs,  
but no one pays attention 
Thoughts of suicide  
I can't outrun  
People ask why,  
your life’s just begun 
Suffering in silence  
my feelings can't be undone 

Verse1:                                                                            

Open up the bottle  
and I pop another pill                                       
I do it cuz the sadness  
not for the thrill  
Pop another addy  
this pain does not fulfill  
My throat burns from  
the liquor that I Spill,  
Tying this rope  
with the feelings that I feel  

Bridge1:                                                                         

don’t want to live  
it is me that I kill  
I ask myself  
is any of this real   

Verse2:                                                                           

I'm alone I might go insane 
Suns out but  
I still walk in the rain 
 I'm a mistake  
what's wrong with my brain 
All I know and feel is pain 
My dad asks me why  
and I can't explain  
I look at the sheets  
I'm happy there's a blood stain 

Bridge2:                                                                                                       

Ima take my own life  
and pour it down the drain 

Chorus: 

I look in the mirror  
I don't have a reflection,   
I just wish my family  
would give me some affection   
I give away these signs,  
but no one pays attention 
Thoughts of suicide  
I can't outrun  
People ask why,  
your life’s just begun 
Suffering in silence  
my feelings can't be undone 

Finale bridge: 

It's about time I put a bullet in the gun 
Pull the trigger quick and my life is done