Okay,

What about it,

My mind a jungle, 

Just to get a little help,

I have to speak,

To be okay,

But I can’t,

Its different than the other time,

It’s not the same as it used to be,

You were happy,

Now emotions have gone blank,

Facial expressions are no more,

I can’t pretend my pain away,

In my head, 

It's like i'm hiding in a hurricane,

When i'm dead,

Your gonna wish you believed,

I can’t outrun the pouring rain,

Judged me for what i can’t change,

You were the jury and the judge,

It only made me hate myself,

I can't pretend my pain,

I'm not dead,

No not yet,

I need you to believe me.