Moments like those are the ones I want to pause, to replay, over and over and over.
The special moments I have with you.
I want to feel them with every sense I have. All at once, and one at a time.
The full experience of those special moments whenever I want.
Isn’t that a fairy tale? Everything perfect, whenever you please.
Happily ever after, that’s what everyone wants.
To be waken with a kiss and to ride off into the sunset.
Flowers, love notes, dates.
All the things I yearn for. But time has paused everything.
Not in the special way.
And now we are just inching along. Fighting for breath. Fighting for happiness.
Until it can be special again.