lie; lie –we all lie,why do we lie?

i love You, he says;

i love You, she says

lie lie lie .

i lie down on the bus,sleeping,

but i am afraid that:

the others will laugh,mock

my ugly sleeping face;

crooked profile: profile

my profile . 

upstuck nose &

fat lips, ugly lips.

lips , lips, lips

take my lips away from me , God,

i misuse them: 

too much slips out my lips, too much in

lie ; lie

i lie.

tell myself i am:

worthy,

beautiful.

beautiful–beautiful beautiful

im not full of beauty; full of sadness,

i am sad . 

Heaven knows i am miserable,

i am miserable .

i want to lie –lie

in my coffin, 

in bitterness;

close my eyes & say farewell.

above me,a crow caws.