Two different people
Living
In one girls body leads to
A completely
And utterly
Confusing
Human being
If you can even call her that
One living on the outside
One living on the inside
In frequent battle
One trying to get out
And the other
Trying to keep it in
Constant changes
Confusing outcomes
Swirls of emotions explode into a whirlpool of colors and flame
Red against blue
Orange against purple
Yellow against green
All engulfed in flame and rage
Like a firefighter trying to put out an endless fire
This internal war is slowly
Ripping this girls body apart
Her two people are showing
She knows she needs help
But
Then again, she doesn't want it
She is restless
And can't control it anymore
Her head moans and
Groans and
Aches and
Feels like it's about to explode!
She can't keep it in anymore
And then.......
BANG
Goodbye voices in my head
Goodbye cruel world
Finally
The silence
I've been searching for.