There are so many things I wish I could say.
I just don't know how.
I sometimes wonder,
'Does anybody care?'
Then I remember my friends,
They love me,
They care.

I sometimes wish I were dead.
Sometimes believe things would be better.
Then there would be no more fights,
No more yelling or screaming.
Then I remember my grandma,
If I died it would kill her.
She loves me,
She cares.

I sometimes think I should run away.
From everything.
No more getting in trouble.
Then I remember Megan,
She would come find me.
Along with a few others.
They love me,
Because they care.

I sometimes wonder.
If I will ever find my true love.
If there is anybody out there for me.
I remember then that I've already found true love.
In my family and friends.
They love me,
They care.

I sometimes wonder,
'What if I went to sleep and never woke up?'
Then I remember everything.
And I know,
I could never do that.
Not to my family and friends.
Because they love me,
Because they care.