These are times when my Depression Kick in
Sometimes
at the same time
as my Anxiety
I can be happy then lose my smile and have it turn to a frown
When I’m not smiling
I’m not in a good mood
As in
I can be sad
mad
and/or anything else
When my Depression kicks in
it’s like I don’t pay any attention to what’s happening in reality
or the present
My mind wanders to something else I feel
and I think deeply
then end up spacing out
My mind wanders to the strangest times
I have no expression when it happens
It’s like I’m sleepwalking
I have feelings
but they’re not always deep
I still function
but cannot focus on anything
My mind will wander slowly
then it sinks in and goes further
and further
until I can finally find my way back to reality
I cannot control it when it happens
I will try but end up failing
My mind wanders
and wanders
and wanders
I cannot see reality
I cannot see the present
I can see the past
I can see what I think of the future
And I can see what I feel
This cannot be explained
but I will try my best dear
When I fall under the spell
snap me back and open my eyes for me
Or I shall never awaken
because

My Mind Wanders