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December 17, 2008
By AmbRawr BRONZE, Allentown, Pennsylvania
AmbRawr BRONZE, Allentown, Pennsylvania
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Favorite Quote:
We choose the love we think we deserve ~The Perks


And I remember she wouldn’t wake up.
Her lips were mushed together in a
Horrible shade of red
They buried my mother in a white dress
And red lips.
And she couldn’t see.
Where are your glasses, Mommy?
And still at sixteen I bring them to my face
And peer through the distorted murky lenses
To see what she saw
Maybe one day …
And I remember it hitting me
Like it does every day
When I hear them all talk and complain about their
“Horrible” mothers
What’s it like to have a mother
I’d give anything to know,
Or at least for them to know how lucky they are.
They know.
And I remember she wouldn’t sit up
And I dreamed of a stuffing machine because
Someone whispered by my ear she was
Cut in half and stuffed
And it made no sense
And still at sixteen I wonder
What happened to my mother?
And I remember her faintly
She doesn’t even smile in my dreams anymore
And I wonder if she’ll ever be proud of me
If she’d ever approve of me
And who I’ve become
The things I’ve seen
The things I’ve done
And I remember her singing
Though I can’t hear her voice
The only happy Christmas I hold on to
Every year
Maybe one day it’ll come back
I used to think
Maybe one day she’d come back
And still at sixteen I hope
Maybe one day she’ll come back …
And I remember she wouldn’t wake up
Not even to say good-bye.



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TylerC13 said...
on Jan. 28 2011 at 12:06 pm
TylerC13, Boise, Idaho
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WOW

on Jan. 26 2011 at 6:41 am
marissa87 BRONZE, Glenmoore, Pennsylvania
4 articles 3 photos 80 comments

Favorite Quote:
what is popular is not always right and what is right is not always popular

wow..wow is all i have to say u can feel the pain that u r going through when reading it. It made me tear up it is amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gleek1234 GOLD said...
on Jan. 23 2011 at 10:24 am
gleek1234 GOLD, Burlington, Vermont
17 articles 0 photos 130 comments

Favorite Quote:
You did let me go you left me broken and heartless, crying out for help, with no one to answer my calls-Shilpa Pierpont-Hale ( poem) Love hurts

This is a really great poem very deep is this true or is it just something you wanted to write about? i could feel your pain as i was reading this poem it is really good nice job. loved it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eona17 SILVER said...
on Jan. 20 2011 at 10:44 am
Eona17 SILVER, Petoskey, Michigan
8 articles 0 photos 3 comments

Favorite Quote:
you can do it no matter what dont get up!

this reminds me of a time long ago. it is realy remarkbule at what a poem can say

Jenna2011 GOLD said...
on Jan. 20 2011 at 6:53 am
Jenna2011 GOLD, Lafayette, Indiana
16 articles 8 photos 6 comments

Favorite Quote:
Start by doing what is necessary, then what's possible and soon you'll be doing the impossible!

That would be true, too. Divorces are so complicated!

on Jan. 19 2011 at 9:14 pm
CoOKiEz83 BRONZE, Apopka, Florida
4 articles 0 photos 9 comments

Favorite Quote:
Live life as if you would die tomorrow.

but then again theres the times where you know its this imaginary dad you formed in your mind and you do really love him and you know that saying that about him hurts him.... haha thats what divorced parents are like :P

on Jan. 19 2011 at 12:06 pm
LoveStruck77 BRONZE, Mt Lookout, West Virginia
4 articles 0 photos 3 comments

Favorite Quote:
The worst way to miss someone is when they are standing right beside you and yet you know you can never have them

This was  phenomenal amazing how true we r to have a mom some may be mad at their moms but show them forgive them once an a while

on Jan. 19 2011 at 11:58 am
destinyleighh SILVER, Mechanicville, New York
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thats deeep.

Jenna2011 GOLD said...
on Jan. 19 2011 at 7:01 am
Jenna2011 GOLD, Lafayette, Indiana
16 articles 8 photos 6 comments

Favorite Quote:
Start by doing what is necessary, then what's possible and soon you'll be doing the impossible!

I totally understand. Some people just need to stop complaining and enjoy what they have!

on Jan. 18 2011 at 11:24 pm
Cameandgonesmarty ELITE, North Vancouver, Other
225 articles 4 photos 239 comments

Favorite Quote:
"One day, your life will flash before your eyes; make sure it's worth watching."

Wow. beautiful. truly lets us reflect

RozaB SILVER said...
on Jan. 18 2011 at 9:18 pm
RozaB SILVER, Milpitas, California
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How lucky we are...to have mothers and fathers. Just people to guide us and love us. This was beautiful.

on Jan. 18 2011 at 8:59 pm
i cried so hard

Alia_Tan GOLD said...
on Jan. 18 2011 at 8:44 pm
Alia_Tan GOLD, Elk Grove, California
15 articles 0 photos 69 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;I gotta right to sing the blues/<br /> gotta right to moan and sigh/<br /> I gotta right to sit and cry&quot; From &quot;I gotta right to sing the blues&quot; By Louis Armstrong

This was a brilliant piece of writing!  It makes me think of how greatful i should be for the people in my life, especially my mother! Thank you so much!

on Jan. 18 2011 at 8:10 pm
forgottenpenname GOLD, Troy, Michigan
12 articles 0 photos 147 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;Carpe diem.&quot;

This made me cry and want to go run downstairs and hug my mom right away. I'm so sorry for your loss, but beautifully, beautifully written. It hurts so much to lose someone who you're close to.

on Jan. 18 2011 at 7:43 pm
CoOKiEz83 BRONZE, Apopka, Florida
4 articles 0 photos 9 comments

Favorite Quote:
Live life as if you would die tomorrow.

same, i cant understand it when people say they wish their dad was nicer! my dad is the defenition of evil.... at least their dad say i love you with loveing eyes! not ust eyes who plan to take over my life and bring me down into the darkness, if anyone thinks they have the worst dad ever, come visit me...

Pebbles<3 said...
on Jan. 18 2011 at 7:06 pm
it kind of made me think of the time when i got in this arguement with this one person and i felt like i really never got to say goodbye when he left.....i sometimes think that he doesnt even care anymore but ithink of happier days and that all fades away

Jenna2011 GOLD said...
on Jan. 18 2011 at 4:35 pm
Jenna2011 GOLD, Lafayette, Indiana
16 articles 8 photos 6 comments

Favorite Quote:
Start by doing what is necessary, then what&#039;s possible and soon you&#039;ll be doing the impossible!

This is uber beautiful. Made me want to cry! I am so sorry for your loss! I know it's not the same at all but my parents are divorced. I understand what you mean about when people complain about their parents. I hate when people get upset about their dads "making them do this or not letting them do that". I all I can think is "At least yours didn't leave you".

on Jan. 18 2011 at 2:11 pm
PrincessBethyyy GOLD, Knoxville, Tennessee
15 articles 0 photos 21 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;Being happy doesn&#039;t mean everythings perfect, it means looking past the imperfections in life.&quot; -Gerard Way.

i seriously almost cried.

on Jan. 18 2011 at 12:31 pm
laaauren PLATINUM, Cincinnati, Ohio
21 articles 0 photos 16 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;It&#039;s just that...I just think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It&#039;s the universe&#039;s way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. It&#039;s how life is.&quot;

That truly was ridiculously beautiful and inspiring. I get upset when people take having two, or even one parent for granted. I lost my dad at a young age so I could easily relate to what you have written here, and I understand what you're saying. But this was beautiful. 

Shailja GOLD said...
on Jan. 18 2011 at 11:24 am
Shailja GOLD, Patna, Other
13 articles 0 photos 17 comments

Favorite Quote:
The fear of rejection is worse than rejection itself ~ Nora Profit

a really brilliant piece of work. i dont know about the technical details, but the your words brought tears to my eyes and i just want to hug you and i just want to pray that you have a beautiful life ahead!