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You Don't Love Me Anymore

February 19, 2015
By FernandoAtTheMovies PLATINUM, San Diego, California
FernandoAtTheMovies PLATINUM, San Diego, California
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I’ve noticed how you look at me                                        
I've noticed how you act                                                                       
I’ve noticed how you don’t hug me                                   
Let alone kiss me                                                          
You run away when I want to see you                               
It feels as though                                                            
You don’t love me anymore                                              

I see the way way you look at me                                    
with those beautiful brown eyes                                                                                  
I see the way I smile
With a huge grin of happiness                                           
You embrace me with a hug                                           
barely but you do                                                             
And it shows that you care for me                                   
But if feels as though
You don’t love me anymore                                                                                       
I don’t know the reason why
Maybe its you parents                                                    
Who have complete control                                             
Maybe it’s that fear                                                      
Of leaving schools  because of me                                  
Maybe it is because of one big fact                                 
You don’t love me anymore                                            

Is it something I did                                                       
Was I too clingy                                                           
Was I too obsessive                                                    
Was it my movie talk                                                       
Was it my nerdiness                                                    
Was It my disobedience                                                
Like not going to class                                              
Or not leaving when your parents came                          
Does it lead to one big fact
You don’t love me anymore                                           

Was it my age                                                            
Was it my grade                                                         
And the fear of getting caught                                        
That made you drive away                                             
That leads to one big fact                                              
You don’t love me anymore                                           

You made me not be afraid of the past                         
You made me defeat my evil self
You pushed me to do better
You were the first girl I’ve ever asked out
You were the first girl I’ve ever kissed                                         
You were the first person I ever said                                          
I love you                                                                                 
But  I know the fact remains:                                                    
You don’t love me anymore         
                                                                                                                                           
But although you don’t love me anymore                                    
You still care for me                                                                 
You are still there for me                                                           
You want me to be safe                                                            
You want me to succeed
You want the best for me                                                         
You still love me, in a way                                                       
You don’t love me anymore                                                       
But you love me                                                                       
As a friend                                                                                                                                                                              
I think that we can still be together                                           
I think that we could talk                                                          
I think that we could hang out                                                    \                                                       Than to leave
I think that we will have feelings
for each other
But just as friends
Because the fact remains:
You don’t love me anymore
But you love me
As a friend

I need you in my life
I don’t want you to go away
You are my main motivator
You are my best friend
Even though I may get sad
and cry and get into tears
I rather you love me as a friend
Than to leave

Although you love me
As a friend
I hope that we could still be together
Either now or in the future
Because the fact remains:
I still love you
And I hope that you can love me once more.


The author's comments:

This is the very first poem I have ever written. Hope you like it.


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