They will look. They will stare. They will comment. They will look at you in ways you wish they wouldn’t. You start to question your self. Breath, just breath. You start to question your self worth. You start to judge your self. Just breath. You judge your self like you never have been judged before. You look at your self in the mirror and ask your self, who is this minster that is starring back at you? You wonder how she got such dark circles under her eyes. Breath. You wonder how this reflection of your self got such big hips. Breath. You wonder how you let your self-get to this point. They all judge, so why cant you do it to your self? Breath don’t judge. Soon your pulling back on dinners, telling your self its one more meal that wont go to your hips. You take back, take back, take back. Soon enough you’re a size zero, telling your self just one more size. Take a deep breath, step back from that life. No more gagging your self. No more starving your self, depriving yourself. No more judging. Because eventually you will look at your self and wonder what happened to that girl in the mirror. You realize that she was not the monster it was you. Don’t let it eat you up. Take a step back. Breath. Don’t lose your self worth.