i smile to them. im happy for you, im happy for you... maybe if i say it enough it'll be true.... i still love you, and you're an ex, i know you still like me but you're movin on, then the other one rejected me, and both of you are now dating.... i hold back my tears i don't want to be selfish, i'm dating him... but he cant compare to the love i have for you, it pains me but i'm quiet, i force a smile and keep my voice steady... just so you wont see, this pain you've left in me... i save the tears for the place where i'm alone, where nobody'll hear.... i wish you knew the pain and sadness, i am in... save me from my suffering.... for i cant stand it much longer.... XC