when you left
the hole in my
heart grew even
bigger

when you started
talking to me
again it started
to heal the hole

but then on
my birthday you
said you wanted
to be with me
but you never
ask me out

a week later
you had a girlfriend
and stop talking to
me I don't understand.

at first you was
my everything and
I couldn't go a
day without thinking
about you

I guess you just
came in my life
to teach me a lesson
and we probably not
meant to be

you taught me a very
important thing in life
which is how to love
myself more than I
did when I first met you

you change a lot over
the year is probably
from all that smoking
and stuff you probably
don't feel how I feel

I'm so lost that I
want to cry sometimes
when I see you or
one of your picture

I just want to know
what happen to the old you
is the old you still there
somewhere

I really miss you doe I'm
writing this to help me
get over you but its just
making it worst I guess