It feels as if there’s nothing left
I gave him everything
Every little broken part of me
And he left me
He didn’t just let me break
He’s the one who caused the destruction
My entire body tells me to give up
My heart breaks often now it seems
Whenever he enters my thoughts
It hurts too f****** bad right now
I’ve been doing better
But sometimes worse
I can’t explain it to anyone
I honestly don’t think I want anyone to know
I’m broken
I’m breaking
I feel so small and forgotten
Or at least, I will be soon
I’m replaceable
My heart and body are bruised and bleeding
Sometimes I don’t want to breathe
Sometimes I can’t figure out
How to make the ache leave me
My throat closes as I try to scream
But my energy is diminished
He broke me
And I don’t want to be broken anymore
I’m fading away
At least in my mind
Becoming more distant every day
From family, friends, and myself
But I want to disappear
I was a beauty when I was with him
It was a rare moment
I was happy
I was happy