I’m trying to get over this bridge
Dying to get away from anything that reflects my past
Trying to get over you

Its advice after advice
Nothing works
Its try after try
Tear after tear
The feeling of hurt isn’t going anywhere

This guilt I left being built
The time I’ve wasted carving it out
This meaningless feeling
The anger I am building
The fire I keep refueling
What’s going on with me?

Do I miss you?
Do I need you?
Was I wrong for letting you go?
Could everything that has happened to us happen because of me?
Or did it happen because of you?

Think? I ponder, dwell
Sometimes cry and cry till my brain starts to bleed

The worst thing about this feeling…
It eats me up inside
It expects to be nurtured every night
The nights I wasted putting my head down
Listening to what the world has to say

The sickening part is that you’re not there
You don’t exist
In my life, my eyes, my heart
But on my shoulder
There’s no warmth, no kiss, no life
Nobody … just me