....fast
He better still my heart
Cause I'm moving past
The truth uncovered
The message unclear
But even in this murky water
I know it's still there
Passionately I love you
Dearly I hate you
And I try with all my might
But my strength just can't break through
There is not a word for what we have
Call it love
Call it pain
But through all this madness
I know this is not a game
Don't play with my emotions
Don't knock on my frame
and with my heart in tow
I won't be ashamed
To walk out on you
If you prove your not worth my time
And one things for sure
you have no one but yourself in mind
Your actions confuse me
Your words bewilder
And by the end of each day
I wonder why I'm still here
And if you ever try to play me we're through
But with the message your sending
It's long overdue
And maybe when I'm gone you'll realize
That you had it all
The rainbows
The blue sky's
But never mind that
I've told myself
That I wouldn't waste my tears on you
That I would not cry
But still my tears fall
So I'll stand up now
Straight and tall
And I'll forget about you
As I move on
Because you won't be the reason I stop singing MY SONG
and when you try to meet my gaze
I'll look away
And don't try to make it seem like I treat you better than the rest
Because you sure as hell weren't the best