Why does this pain and emptiness
hurt on the inside its like a knife
piercing my heart and intestines
its like my stomach has been cut open
and all my guts falling out
or its like my throat being slit
and im slowly bleeding to death
but honestly i dont know who i am anymore whether im a punk/skater
or heavy rocker/goth kid but really i dont know anymore
i feel as though i lost my mind
and lost everything or the fact that im a loser that no one likes and wants to fight
i feel like committing suicide
it will all go way and thats not always the answer but then again it could be i wish i didnt always wear my heart on my sleeve but i will never get rid of that trait
i may think i have friends when really all i have is my family and my girlfriend
i wish i could save myself from this self inflicted hell.