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Desperation

March 24, 2013
By Love_Is_Love SILVER, Berne, Indiana
Love_Is_Love SILVER, Berne, Indiana
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Favorite Quote:
I have two. The first one more so than the second.<br /> <br /> Wrists are for bracelets, not for cutting. -Kellin Quinn.<br /> <br /> Someone&#039;s been trying to tell me something. Make her yours forever, and I&#039;m working on the forever part. -Tyler (Remember Me)


Like the colors in this life were me and you.
Until the moment I bid you a due.
Over and over I think I feel your touch.
Then I awake and realize I only wanted it that much.
Again and again I try to forget our separation.
As a feeble act of my desperation.

I know you're lost and gone.
But that still doesn't take away the hope I feel at dawn.
Watching and thinking of our youth.
Looking in the shattered mirror I find the shattered truth.
I wouldn't have been ready even with preparation.
So now I suffer with this inevitable desperation.

There's no way we could have dodged this.
However that doesn't mean I wish I'd missed our first kiss.
Sure now I'm no longer living but survival is my goal.
Because when you exited so did my soul.
I wish your voice was here, helping with narration.
This is part of my pathetic desperation.

Sorrow has become my way.
Still taking this pain day after day.
Feeling you beside me had always been what kept me here.
And now that your light had died I am alone my dear.
Stuck and tormented. Your leave has left me with parallelization.
I still won't let you go all the way thought as my useless attempt of desperation.

I sit here now, alone.
Thinking about all that I have shown.
The wind whispers and calls my name.
My heart burning with this shame.
There was no way to avoid contamination.
Nor my crumbling plea and scream of desperation.


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on Aug. 22 2013 at 12:49 pm
Tongue_Blep PLATINUM, ????, Ohio
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This is really good! :) great job! I was also wondering I'd you had a Quotev account, because im also on the TI forums and I would love to do a 1x1 with you, it's just that the forums don't work very well for some reason anymore~ Free :)(;

on Apr. 7 2013 at 11:40 pm
Love_Is_Love SILVER, Berne, Indiana
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Favorite Quote:
I have two. The first one more so than the second.<br /> <br /> Wrists are for bracelets, not for cutting. -Kellin Quinn.<br /> <br /> Someone&#039;s been trying to tell me something. Make her yours forever, and I&#039;m working on the forever part. -Tyler (Remember Me)

Thank you! :)

on Apr. 7 2013 at 10:37 pm
GuardianoftheStars GOLD, Shongaloo, Louisiana
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;Let&#039;s tell young people the best books are yet to be written; the best painting, the best government, the best of everything is yet to be done by them.&quot;<br /> -John Erslcine

That's so sad :(  But I really liked the flow of it. It was very pretty. :)