It's been almost six months
But still I think of you all the time
And I know you don't think of me
It all makes me sick
To think of how you manipulated me
I wouldn't have ever done anything
But now because I did with you
I know I'll do it with someone else
I hate how I still imagine your voice
Saying my name the way you did
I still dream about you too
And it kills me to think
About how much I thought
We were
I didn't expect it to last forever
But I didn't think it'd end that soon
And it breaks my heart all over again
To remember that you left
Not even trying to make it last
And it makes me doubt everything
Was it all a lie?
Maybe you weren't who I thought
You just knew all the right things to say