I’m tired of feeling so tired
I’m sick of being so sick of life
I’m desperate to feel some desperation
Maybe that will show me I’m still human.

Every day feels like the worst day ever
Why won’t you talk to me? Am I invisible?
HELLO!

Looking around,
Isn’t everything supposed to be getting better?
Then why am I getting worse?
Never felt so miserable
Never felt so hurt

And every day still feels like the worst day ever
Why don’t I like anyone? Why doesn’t anyone like me?
Am I bound to feel alone forever?
Is this the way my life was meant to be?

Waiting for a road
To take me from this fate
I’ll keep looking as long as can before I deteriorate
Like the ashes that were once my dreams
Maybe one day I’ll finally be able to breathe
Without suffocating in the pool of sorrow my life has become