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My Mind

March 22, 2012
By CaliDreamer24 BRONZE, Amarillo, Texas
CaliDreamer24 BRONZE, Amarillo, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
She ran away in her sleep and dreamed of paradise


My mind is spinning.
My mind is RACING….
My mind is DiFfErEnT
My mind is



Alone.


I am F

A

L

L

I

N

G

S l o w l y but surly
Where Am I?
I’m in my mind
A DARK and very small

L

O
S


T
Place to be.

I am losing it.
It is getting DARKER
I am confused.
I am here
I was there.
I’ve never been that before.
Or was I but never noticed?

That’s not me.
What is “me”?

Are those my friends?
Or is this the one I’ve been warned about all my life?
The Evil One.

Temptation…
Do it.
Don’t do it.
Everyone does it.
It’s bad for you.
I’m your friend trust me, its no big deal.

YES IT IS!!

You aren’t my friend.

What is a friend?

I think the meaning has escaped everyone’s mind.
Mine especially.

What’s a friend that’s FAKE, greedy, and hypocritical?

All of my friends. That’s who.

I’m sitting, looking at my reflectionoitcelfer
And I see a stranger.

A girl of
Guilt
Regret
Selfishness
Crazy
Fake
Pathetic
And scared.

Lost of all thoughts

No one can see it though.
Her thoughts are strangling her.
She bangs on the glass to come out for air.
But the Past is holding her back.
She’s

GONE.

The author's comments:
This is just something I wrote not to long ago just to clear my head.

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on Apr. 7 2012 at 7:21 pm
CaliDreamer24 BRONZE, Amarillo, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
She ran away in her sleep and dreamed of paradise

Thank you! I need some help getting views for it since I'm new on here so if you could help me out I would be soo thankful!

on Mar. 29 2012 at 3:23 pm
Sammy817 BRONZE, Fort Worth, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
You can't break what is already broken

 I Love It. It is really good and i can kind of relate to it. Keep it up :)