when i first fell in love

it was that mysterious yet uncomfortable sensation

you usually get right before you step on stage,

and all eyes are on you.

that very moment when you feel you have the worlds attention...

but for some reason..in your heart, the words you had planned to say, the words of a love song.. simply vanished. and in hope and faith you become vulnerable.

and then your eyes set on her.

and in that remarkable moment, she's the only world you see.

It was love at first sight.

but the stars simply fell astray,

the first kiss became the one and only.

time. time tore everything apart.

and in the back of my mind,

i never stopped thinking about her.

I couldn’t.

she was the fairytale that never happened.



If i could have gone back,

If i had the time,

the chance for her to really see me,

I believe she would have fell in love.

she would have loved me.

but...time...

when everyone goes there separate ways in life,

we simply give up on those we love,

because we know that on our journey,

out of all the people in the world,

we’ll never meet that same person again.

and...in time she becomes this scar.

one that i still carry.

and every time i feel my scar,

every time i’m reminded of her,

every time a star falls,

I always wish the impossible.

I wish i could go back and save her.

but she’s in love now.

she’s found someone who can protect her,

someone who can love her heart

the way any guy should.

its a regret i have to be happy with.

and now...

after the life of loves and broken promises i’ve shared.

I’m fine with her always being that thought in the back of my mind.

because i know,

that she’ll be safe.

And i thank god for that.

I just want her to know,

that no matter what happens,

there will always be a guy out there,

one that she may even forget about...

that will love her.

Always & Forever.