she sits on the edge
waits in the dark
for something to change
for her abused heart to start beating
but she knows its over
she looks down
fear steals her breath
her toes tingle swaying off the edge
ready to plummet
but shes already falling
she takes her stance
she can still feel his kiss on her lips
she can still hear him whisper "i love you"
like it was the biggest most beautiful secret in the universe
silent tears slide down her cheeks
she swore to herslef she wouldnt cry
one more promise she couldnt keep
she can feel hands on her shoulders
but she knows if she turned back now shed never see him again
she let her heavy eyes close
and shes floating
falling
bleeding
bones crunshing
and then its over