surrounded by many people that love me in some way, i cannot help but feel alone. each night i go to bed with the question in my head." does anybody really love me, does anyone really care?" i cannot sleep for they circle in my mind. round,round and round they go when they shall stop i do not know. during the day i am able to get away from the cause for my sadness, but even still my self esteem is low.i feel like it is easier to irritate me and i still feel very alone. oh so lonely am i that i often weep though you wont hear a peep.i have come to find that even the happiest of moments in life are in fact are filled with sadness and grief. to sum things up feel lonely