The one thing I know is...
that i am tired of living like this
in living fact that I lost everyone i used to re-minis too,
peoples changed
I cant explain,
I've done stupid things because I was living in the fast lane.
the "high life" is where I went too,
but this stressfulness is what I want to run through.
I want to change myself for the best,
but how can I do this when I feel so depressed?
I've learned that I cant control how I feel
because everyday is a new horrible ordeal.
Now I have to realize that I'm here by myself.
Writing into a blank book that will be lost upon my shelf.
this is just a start to the book of feelings inside,
this is my only poem that needs to be read worldwide.
My venting spree has taken control of my mind,
my feelings used to be confound
now all my emotions have combined.
To this one true feeling that is undefined.