If you are to leave
Don’t apologize for betraying
Apologize for loving
These tears are in memory
Your words will bring the death of me
Over the years you slowly murder all that I am
A steady rain of crimson love
I try to ignore the blood
There is pain that holds me here
It kills me so gently
I’m falling so fast
You will find me in the night
I breathe your memory
You will forever haunt me
You are the reason I don’t trust
The reason I don’t love
You’ve taken from me the truth
I fade from reality to dream
I live in a never ending storm
It tears me apart
I call the flame into me
Falling into this dream
You set flame to my thoughts
I try to burn you
Ignite the memory
All the years of you and me
As the flame takes you away
As you fade into yesterday
I’m held in this place
Knowing that no matter how hard I try
Without you I will never again fly
Never will I spread my wings
I refuse to fly on the winds of your memory
You’ve taken my heaven
You rule my hell
Inside I hide
No one is here
No one can save me