I thought after what she put me and my family through i'll be able to hate and forgive her
But i guess when its your grandmother you can't help but to love her
Every tear she made fall out of my hair
Every night you made me feel like a lie
Sometimes because of her i wanted to die
But someway and somehow i guess god wouldn't allow
Don't matter how bad she hurt me physically or emotionally
I still love her though most times i feel there was another side of her
Some nights still look back and laugh
Most nights still look back get sad
But don't matter how bad she hurt me she'll still have me