You can live the way you want to,
no one is ordering you around
anymore (except the government)

No parents or sisters or brothers
to nag on you, tease you, give you wedgies
Complete silence

But when you’re gone, you realize something
You miss them more than you ever thought possible
You just don’t want to admit it

You miss your sister destroying your room, stealing stuff
Your brother taking a golf club to your door
Your parents telling you to do chores

Death may be a huge milestone to you
but everyone suffers from it
No matter how much they don’t show it

You drown your sorrows through a bottle
but only you can prevent the next life
you witness, come to an end