Even if you brought me all the blooming flowers in the world I still wouldn't be able to fogive you. Nothing you can do will ever be enough to cure the throbbing sorrow that has taken refuge in my heart. I feel forgotten and even though I know you know how that feels it still hurts when you say you understand. As I fight back the tears, I don't want you right next to me saying let it out or it's okay. I wish that I didn't want to scream out in pain everytime you hug me or feel the burn of venmon on my tounge when I respond with an I know evertime you say that you love me. I want to drown you out with music when you tell me all about your precious
video games but the only music I seem to want to listen to is love songs. They do drown you out but they also make me sad, sad that I can't have a classy guy of my own. That I can't find a guy who loves me and listens to what I have to say. I wish you'd listen to me, at least I know what you don't like to talk about. You always make me listen to you and you always make me watch you play your stupid video games. You're so unfair sometimes it makes me wish I'd never met you. Why can't it be as simple as everybody else giving everyone a chance? How come poeple always judge poeple on how hot you are? I wish life was fair and that everybody had a chance at true love, everything would be so much easier that way.