It hurt me the most, it did.
You might not believe me because I was never there
But it did
Your death was and always will be the saddest day of my life.
I wouldn’t show my tears, I wanted to be strong but you know how easily I can break.
Call me selfish for wanting you here, or if you stayed one more year
I would have been there to see your face, to hold your hand through it all
I’m sorry for pushing you away; I never realized how it would end
I was stupid and insecure and now I know that actions of my consequences
You had to let go; the pain was taking over your body
But remember this that there is not a day I go without thinking about you.
I hope I can be strong like you were
I wish I could spend a second with you
But that’s wish not even the angels cant grant
So I'm going to try and be strong like you and hold back all the tears and pain like you did
I’m going to deal with Heaven receiving another angel
I’m going to deal with the night sky having another shining star
I love and miss you with all of my heart
But as long I have my memories I know that we will never be apart.
I love you… forever and always.