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Her Story
Do you know me?
Have you ever taken the time to figure me out?
No one can solve this puzzle
Many people have tried
But have never returned to their sane state of mind
I am very unpredictable
Swallowed up by a trench of depression
Here I am
Hovering over the brink that represents life and death
My only thoughta linger in the empty hole known as my heart
Lost photos of my parents who shut me out of their lives
Constantly reminded that I am nothing more than a mistake
Thoughts of my sister who I had held so close
Believing that she could understand what I was feeling
Watching as she walked out on me and never returned
All of life's meaning lost until you
Finally someone who can love me and try to understand
A shoulder to release my sorrow upon
One who I could confide in
Never will I make the mistake of underestimating you
Lying, hurting, left alone in my state of abandonment
Repeatedly attempting to heal my scars all alone
All I had wanted was to be loved
accepted or wanted
Trying hard to piece my worthless life together
I gave up and I began the process of abuse
I turned into a ferocious heating flame of resentment and hatred
My soft thought feelings turning to ash one by one
Only once did I try to fix myself... improve myself
So as I stand hovering over the edge
I take a leap of false faith and lean forward
As I begin to fall forward I see my life lay out in front of me
I look out and see the angel of death drifting away with me
I close my eyes and enjoy my feeling of release
I now understand how it feels to be careless and free
So as I am only a few feet away from my end
I think of my existence and how much disappointment that I have caused everyone
Now here I am thinking my last thoughts
Why was I created?
Why didn't anybody love me?
Why did everyone around me seem judgemental
I feel nothing as I hear a thud hit the earth
I can no longer feel pain
Finally I am where I belong
A sad taken soul on the concrete of this God forsaken earth
Moving onto the next world
Wondering if God too will judge me
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