She is drowning in her own self induced misery.
Standing there with her famous act on play
But inside she is still bruised and battered.
Somehow she finds a place to store her emotions away.

Everyone questions if she is ever happy?
She just answers contempt to keep this going, fearing the judgement.
She claims she claims she doesnt care, that she doesnt need anybody.
Truth is she needs everybody, she takes plunges in extremes.

Facing every fear she has ever had, she finds something worth breaking her walls down.
Unguarded her inner soul radiates, shinning brighter than any star in the sky.
She sits there same ole frown
He comes and sits by her and runs his finger down her cheek as she gently crys.
Exposing her weakness to him, she just looks down.

He cares?
That one thing she has been searching for has always been in front of her face.
Two souls stuck in time for a moment that is forever theirs.
She wishes they could run away and disappear without leaving a trace.
As she sits there, she allows her fantasies to take control.
Roaming the endless possibilities.
He makes her feel whole.
Suddenly she snaps back to reality, that dreadful place.
For now she wishes he would come around and turn her hellhole,
into her fantasy race.