Sharp razors clawing into my tender skin
I feel my body ripping a part limb for limb
I need to shriek until my lungs come out
I’m drowning in an unknown sorrow
One that consumes me and I have no sense of control over
I see myself slipping away, piece by piece as I become what I fear most
A monster, an unnatural thing that can not be loved
Where my heart should be is now a rustic old box
That is left empty as it soon rots away
It hurts so much, pain that can not be described in a simple way
Pain that crawls upon you wherever you go
You can not hide or run because it will find you and everything will become undone.