Please message, please message, my heart screams
It’s all I can do not to reach for the blade
These nightmares trample out all the dreams
Every hope I have is starting to fade

God help me! I cry
I can’t fight
It’s all I can do to take another breath
Every step I take brings me closer to death

The blade calls my name
Tells me it can take away all the pain
I want to dig it deep under my skin
It’s as bad as it’s ever been

Message me! Every part of me screams
I can’t be strong I need someone to encourage me along
Hear my silent cry for help
Give me a piece of advice to hold on

My eyes watch the sign that says you’re online
Tears cloud my vision as I repeat please message me
Fear grips me, my mind wanders
On the blade, I find myself drawn to