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My Life Is F*cked
sometimes i can feel my heart racing
i thought i would be happy when this finally happened
im so angry and i can’t understand
if you could hold out for 14 years
why couldn’t you hold out for another four?
I hate to think about it
I hate the way it makes me feel
am I making this all about me?
I wonder if i’m too self centered
because sometimes I can’t breathe
and i just want to know
what feeling good feels like
because it’s been so long
and I can’t remember what it is
I was fine and then my world was flipped
how could they do this if they really love me?
all I can think is it’s my fault
and I can’t help but feel like
I should’ve just dealt on my own
screw making amends and being happy
my whole life is already f*cked anyway
I hate coming to school
I hate being at home
there’s no place for me to be
and no time for me alone
everyone’s leaving including me
I thought I had found myself
I thought I was happy
but then I was challenged
and my soul was broken in two
if they really loved me, how could they do this to me?
how could they really let me fall this way?
if they actually cared why would they make this life my own?
MY LIFE. IS .F*CKED!
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