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It's Hard
when you try to cut people out
and you’ve leaned on them
but they’ve never really tried with you
it’s hard
its hard when they’re all you knew
and then you don’t know them anymore
because they’ve changed
but they haven’t grown
when they’re taking steps backwards
and you can’t risk it
so you have to cut them out
it’s hard
but you question if you should
because you don’t want to imagine
a world without them,
a world without someone you never thought would have to go
and you really don’t want to take steps backwards
and you don’t know if you should do this or not
you start to freak out because
it’s hard
and you really don’t know what to do
you know you have people to go to
but you can’t control your emotions anymore
and you’re actively freaking out
you consider hurting yourself again
even though the whole point
is to not take a step backwards, but good Lord
it’s hard
when you freak out
when you don’t know what to do
just breath
and do what you need to do
if you don’t know what it is
it’s what you’re freaking out about
and what makes you so anxious
because it may be the hardest thing you’ve ever done
or maybe it isn’t
and maybe it’s going to be easy
or maybe you’ll tell yourself that
and you’ll start to suffocate
you suffocate
in your own lies
so end the anxiety
and the pain
just end it all
not yourself
but end everything that’s stressing you out
because its hard
and you don’t deserve to feel like this
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