you were the one calling me every night
you were the one talking about everything you wanted
how you wanted me
how you wished we could kiss
how you wanted to lay on me
how you wanted to hang out
how you wanted to cuddle
what happened to all that?
oh baby what happened
to those late nights on the phone
saying you had to go
but didn't wanna hang up
and those good morning texts
that i was too afraid to send
but you were the one calling me bae and love
oh you were the one that didn't care if your friends were around
i hate that i have to admit it to myself
but i fell in love with you
and now you're probably moved on with someone new
you never seemed to care that we dragged your best friend everywhere
or how my friends would give you a weird look
what happened to all that?
one morning you wake up and you decide
that it's just too much to be a year apart
no one thought that made any sense
everyone says i need to move on
but you were my first love
my first real heartbreak
and we didn't even date
i don't know how but i still love you
and i hate that i do
i bet you don't miss me anymore
i bet you don't talk to your friends about me anymore
i bet you don't think about me anymore
i bet you found a new girl
and replaced me already
i bet you'll never find someone like me
someone that has the same energy as you
and what happened to all that?
you got me lying here every night
screaming at the stars
asking god what i did wrong
why you wont come back
praying and begging you do
because i'll never find somebody like you
you made me feel things i've never felt before
you truly were different
you knew how to make me laugh and smile
you made me so happy
and even though we aren't talking
i'm still happy
you helped me find my happiness
and you were a vital part of it
but here i am
staring at my ceiling
no tears left to fall from my eyes
just the cold air against my eyes
drying them more and more
was it too much to ask of
to have you
to be happy for once
what happened to all that?