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The Cost
The victory after the war
Millions fallen; soldiers and civilians alike;
Elders. Adults. Infants.
The soil drenched in their blood
The air, a metalic tingy wave of smoke and debris
A smog derived from gunpowder and man’s putrefying hatred
You stand alone in solitude
Your ears ringing, like bells
The chime of battle
Two years past; yet the war still lingers
Splatters of blood like slashes across my armor
The mud, a marroon marsh, sucks on my boots.
I look around
The scene before me,
One of destruction and still-hot iron
You stand in solitude; victorious
At what cost?
Everyone. Everything. Anything.
Loved; or with its potential, long gone.
Lost forever
You stand alone in solitude; victorious
Isn’t the point of war to win?
At what cost?
Losing yourself
Standing alone in solitude, the shell that was once
home to the soul
Standing alone in solitude; victorious
Your soul the cost of war
The most necessary, and consequently the most difficult step in self improvement, is having to dissect your past. As the laws of self-improvement state: In order to move on, and be that new better version of yourself, you must first lose the version you once were. That is why it is so important to allow yourself to grieve during the journey.
And while the media portrays self discovery as a positive thing- don't get me wrong, it certainly is. There is an aspect people don't talk about as much.
Through self discovery we explore and divulge aspects of ourselves we never knew existed. But in doing so, in finding those facts– those pleasures, those pet peeves, those loves and hates, those boundaries, those feelings, those memories, is that what we discover becomes amplified. Prominent and imminent.
This stage can sometimes be detrimental to our well being if done incorrectly, or when we are ill-equipped or unprepared for what we may find.
The cost, is about a person embarking on this journey to self improvement and love, and finding her/him/them/self in the rubble of their past. Discovering their trauma, alone.
- Avocado, 17