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insecurity
i’m not fat
i have a big chest
i have strong calves
From being the slowest on the
Track team
And the volleyball team
And basketball and softball…
The list goes on
Every team i’ve been in
All my life
And even with an okay body
Things i'm good at
A twin sister
That will always have my back
A great school, and family, and grades
i
Still
Hate
My
Self
i hate myself for peeling off my nails when I finally grow them enough to paint
i hate myself for envying the peloton instructors abs that im 3 months away from
It’s not that i have 3 months left
It’s that i did this to myself and i hate it
i hate that my courage is the size of a raisin
i hate that i'm always in trouble
i hate that i spend my time in science clubs when i have no interest in it
i hate how my notes are never good enough
My body’s never good enough
My friends are never good enough
For me
Not
G
O
O
D
E
N
O
U
G
H
For Me
i hate so much about me. I only love that i can do this. I at least have the courage to do
this
But what i hate the most
Is that
Every night
i lie in bed and look up at the ceiling
And tell myself that everything will be okay
Because it never will be.
And i hate that too
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