And as I sit 

Wishing that he was here 

Heart feels lonely 

It feels empty 

Not hearing his voice 

Seeing his smile 

Feeling his hand in mine

It hurts 

Having to come to the realization 

He’s gone and isn’t coming back 

His face imprinted in my brain 

I feel like there is a ghost here 

Haunting me constantly 

I stay awake at night 

Thinking about him 

Wishing maybe I could touch his face 

One more time 

I want to forget 

I don’t want to think about him anymore 

Knowing he isn’t going to come back 

It does nothing to my brain 

My heart still has hope 

It has hope for this ghost that haunts me.