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red

January 18, 2022
By lilyydenn BRONZE, Hallsville, Texas
lilyydenn BRONZE, Hallsville, Texas
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as i carve

deeper and deeper

into my skin,

i tell myself,

“i am so sorry

for being this hard on you.”


why do i continue

to hate myself

until i can see red?


The author's comments:

growing up, i wasn't diagnosed with Bilpolar Depression until 10th grade. in middle school and the beginning of highschool, my emotions confused me. i could never understand them, and i usually took that confusion out onto myself. "red" means a lot to me because it's extremely personal to my life and how i grew up. society tends to "hide" the darker sides of mental health, but my ultimate goal is to show the world, and younger teens, that it's okay to have struggles. they shouldn't be shamed or hidden, no matter how bad these struggles can be.


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