I am falling into this deep hole 

I can't really seem 2 land

"Passing my fears" is a vocabulary for me

The deep black hole has my fears

I've tried so hard 2 actually forget my past 

But it keeps on coming back

the hole is depression

While some are forcing it on themselves 

I am trying so hard 2 get out of it

They keep on saying time heals

You liars time does not heal anything 

Time just makes u forget and makes it more painful when it finally comes back

Why would you give someone hope that will soon be destroyed ha! Does time heal? seriously

Struggling with anxiety, fears, past, future and present is what time does

Time destroys not heal

Broken hearts and people don't get fixed

Inspiration is not really my thing I figured

After trying so hard to find even a flicker of light

I finally gave up

I GIVE UP!

I was given false hope all you motivational speakers please HELP

I have been drowning in my past and present

I wish I could just die but as u all say suicide does not end the pain it passes it on 2 someones else

I am proof that someone can live and die at the same time

I need no therapist what I need you won't deliver

Only GOD can only he can change what happens in time

HELP HELP HELP I am drowning in my misery