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Vanishing

April 28, 2021
By JadaaCompton BRONZE, Bronx, New York
JadaaCompton BRONZE, Bronx, New York
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Favorite Quote:
Push yourself to become better than you ever were


Poof.

I cant vanish into thin air as I wanted

For all the mistakes I’ve made I can’t fix

There’s no time, no way to fix it

No place for a person like me

A person like me who has made so many mistakes she can't undo

Or take back but I can't

Can't undo the line I crossed

Can’t fix it back

I can’t go back

I can't do anything I’m just stuck

Stuck between reality and an alternate dimension

Stuck between time and movement

Stuck between a dream and reality

Stuck between the living and dead

I’m stuck hiding a little white lie that has turned out to be a huge one I can’t take back

I was wishing

Wishing and hoping not to see you

Hoping to not fall in love with you

It hurts, to have to let go

I know I need to but I won't

Let it go

I’m holding on by a thread

I can’t let go, I won't let go

Let go of everything I feel when I hear your voice

I made a mistake

A mistake that will forever stay hidden

I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me

Forgive me for all the pain I caused

Forget what I did to you

Let go of everything you feel when you hear my voice

The pain, the love, everything that comes with loving me

Loving me...

Loving me for who I am

I know that you will have to let go soon

But that’s soon and not right now

So let’s just live in the moment

Shall we?

And forgive my sins


The author's comments:

This is just something I went through recently and was asked to talk about it but I didn't know how so I wrote a poem.


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